[Frowning, Rin measures out the detergent with a hand that shakes slightly; steadies again as she pours the soap into the water. Suds multiply, thing at first but growing fluffier as the water churns it.
...She can't relate to that feeling at all.
Rin has the habit of making critical mistakes at the worst moment, and bad ones at that, but she's never felt guilty about them. No matter how hard, she's been able to smooth over every regret in her life quickly, taking the proper lesson away from it and proceeding forward.]
She wanted it in that moment because it was her last. Forgiving her is like saying she didn't deserve it; she didn't at all, and we all knew that. But to walk into that pit of her own volition, Caren had to convince herself she did in order to stay strong.
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...She can't relate to that feeling at all.
Rin has the habit of making critical mistakes at the worst moment, and bad ones at that, but she's never felt guilty about them. No matter how hard, she's been able to smooth over every regret in her life quickly, taking the proper lesson away from it and proceeding forward.]
She wanted it in that moment because it was her last. Forgiving her is like saying she didn't deserve it; she didn't at all, and we all knew that. But to walk into that pit of her own volition, Caren had to convince herself she did in order to stay strong.