[If it were anyone else, she thinks, she wouldn't let them do this. She's not supposed to be touched. She's already got enough worries about everything she's doing being used against her, just so another idol can get ahead, so she'll be replaced and forgotten and--
Sayaka clings right back, burying her face in Alex's shoulder. She's shaking so hard, between the stress of living in a place like this, her memories of that school and it's lies, and every single standard wearing at her arguably fragile mental state. Everything's just tearing her down and making her even worse, and she's so messed up over everything.]
I--I can't do that again...I don't want to be alone again...I-I'll take anything, anything over that...!
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Sayaka clings right back, burying her face in Alex's shoulder. She's shaking so hard, between the stress of living in a place like this, her memories of that school and it's lies, and every single standard wearing at her arguably fragile mental state. Everything's just tearing her down and making her even worse, and she's so messed up over everything.]
I--I can't do that again...I don't want to be alone again...I-I'll take anything, anything over that...!
[God.]
I'm sorry...I'm sorry...