[This isn't going according to plan at all, holy shit? Holy shit. She yanks harder on her hair, averting her gaze even more.]
I-It's--it's still my fault. It's still my fault--t-those incidents after, even if--even if the second was the managers, it's...it's still...I still...I still did it, it just...you have to, to stay there, you have to, you have to--it's them or you, and if you don't then there's nothing left--
[Sayaka starts to tear up a bit.]
Why, why, why aren't you angry with me...?! I'm--I'm disgusting, for everything I did! I'm horrid! I didn't want this, but I still did it, and I'm disgusting!
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[This isn't going according to plan at all, holy shit? Holy shit. She yanks harder on her hair, averting her gaze even more.]
I-It's--it's still my fault. It's still my fault--t-those incidents after, even if--even if the second was the managers, it's...it's still...I still...I still did it, it just...you have to, to stay there, you have to, you have to--it's them or you, and if you don't then there's nothing left--
[Sayaka starts to tear up a bit.]
Why, why, why aren't you angry with me...?! I'm--I'm disgusting, for everything I did! I'm horrid! I didn't want this, but I still did it, and I'm disgusting!