Indeed, it does suck. But it's where I need to be, so I tolerate it.
[But it's time for the rest, so he turns a bit somber.]
As for the 'hurting' part...well. I don't specifically remember attacking or blackmailing anyone, but I could see myself doing that if pushed, so I imagine I will be remembering something like that before too long. And as for the rest-
['the reason he hasn't killed anyone here yet is because he can't easily do it without that magic.']
-it is true. Back in the first week, if I had my magic, I would have absolutely tried to kill someone to escape. Now? It is unlikely. I...there are people here I don't think I could condemn to death just so I could escape. One of the unfortunate side effects of coming to care about people, I suppose.
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Indeed, it does suck. But it's where I need to be, so I tolerate it.
[But it's time for the rest, so he turns a bit somber.]
As for the 'hurting' part...well. I don't specifically remember attacking or blackmailing anyone, but I could see myself doing that if pushed, so I imagine I will be remembering something like that before too long. And as for the rest-
['the reason he hasn't killed anyone here yet is because he can't easily do it without that magic.']
-it is true. Back in the first week, if I had my magic, I would have absolutely tried to kill someone to escape. Now? It is unlikely. I...there are people here I don't think I could condemn to death just so I could escape. One of the unfortunate side effects of coming to care about people, I suppose.