I did. I did. [ But then recognition comes into her eyes. Ah... Sayaka's shrinking down a little. Elda inhales deep, trying to center herself. She can't pull herself together entirely, but the brings her nail up to her lips to bite on it as opposed to shouting. That's with one hand. the other reaches out to brush Sayaka's back, gently. Trying to be soothing. ]

Because she said so herself, a tearful admission as she stayed my hand.

[ . . . So yeah the implication here is she was totally going to kill Yuriya??? but yeah. She can't get the scene out of her head. Karin's words...

"I know you can be tough... but I always thought you were a kind person."

... There was more to it. There... ]

... I'm dancing around the issue anyway. She spelled it out, but there's no way she can be right, the reality of it - that's absurd.