[Rin shakes her head; raises it a bit to peek over her knees.]

It's not as hard for me as it is for the rest of you.

[It's hard to tell how much of this is truth from fiction. She's watched every execution closely, without looking away. Every death has disturbed her, but not with shock. Until today, none of the deaths really affected her, but even then she was able to get close to both Tabby and Sigrun's bodies.

...Rin's not a normal girl. She's very aware she's not a normal girl, and that makes situations like this so much harder.]

I don't usually bottle things. When I'm sad or angry, I'm able to handle it on my own, and I trained my whole life for a situation like this. So the things that bother you won't bother me, and vice versa.

If it's a problem, I try to fix it quickly. [Wiping her face with her sleeve, she laughs a little, and it's not unpleasant.] Shirou told me once I get my regrets out of my system, I pay everything back twice over... But I don't know how to do that here.

[Even Archer... Once they'd walked home, she'd been able to come up with a plan of attack that very night. Here she has a rough one, but there's nothing she can do until she's home. If she can make it home.

She can't think of a single time she's been unsure of her path before, or so helpless.]