[...Susan...]

They must have been very terrible memories, then...I won't ask, obviously, but that's just horrible. That you couldn't bear to live in your own home.

[The next bit, though, that...gets a bit of a sheepish look.]

...I...waited until you left, actually. Alex and I both--I, um. Wanted...to try and respect the people who...we lost, and make sure I remembered them.

[...she took a page from Kimblee's book, basically.]

I didn't wanna disturb you all. I--I know it looks weird, probably, but I...felt I should try.