[...Honestly, if there were a half dozen people telling her she did nothing wrong, Rin wouldn't be the only one. Sayaka just--averts her gaze from that, kind of shaking a bit. Because this? This is...new, and she understands what Rin means. She's kind of just...she looks like a tea kettle that's fit to blow over and up into the goddamn cieling.]

I don't know. I don't--I don't know!

[She hates this, and she just--she left any glass she had behind, she just grabs at her hair and starts to yank it.]

It just...I just wish everyone else felt the same way I do about it, it'd be easier, wouldn't it?! It'd be easier if they all just hated everything I did, called me horrible for it, and left me alone! That's exactly what--that's--it's just what people do, right?! I shouldn't be happy here! I shouldn't have any of this stuff! I couldn't even last for five days in that school, and if...and if Kuwata-kun or Naegi-kun couldn't be happy, why should I...?!

[...she's never been good at maintaining anger, and it's just slowly giving way.]