In-laws. Honestly...I feel more confused than anything else. Must be because I can't say with absolute certainty it has happened. But if I did shoot any of them I'd feel very sorry about it. I really don't like the thought of having to do that. [She lowers her voice a bit more] They are people who accepted me even if I was just Rudolf's second wife. We have spent quite some time in friendlier moments. We have talked about so many things, shared experiences about our children...

Having to kill them to survive is depressing, to say the least. Not that it matters much. I have the feeling I got killed, anyway. [She touches her collarbone] Gunshot scar, most likely fatal. It's not hard to guess where that came from.

[Being honest about how she'd feel no remorse seems like it'd be a bad idea. The long moments of silence didn't go unnoticed]

I think the reason why I can think so calmly about it is because of my upbringing. I was born in an..."influential" family, so to say. Ties to yakuzas. Those type of clans like their people to be as pragmatic as possible.