Yes. I'm aware I'll have to live with what I have done. Returning home will be a troublesome ordeal. I'll think of what to do once I have all the memories of what happened. I don't think I'd do something as turning myself to the police, I still need to take care of my daughter and my son.

[And because after being trapped in this place, the last thing she wants to do is let herself be locked in an even smaller and more restrictive place, thanks]

I told you it wasn't a nice situation. It's a tad disturbing what so many of us have in common we have dirtied ourselves with blood. And then there's exceptions, like you. I don't see why you deserve to be here.