[Holy shit, Sayaka actually raises her hands in the air.]
I--I would not kill you. Killing Ashworth-san would...killing Tohsaka-san would...
[...Sayaka starts to vibrate hardcore, just plain averting her gaze and feeling like someone dumped slime on her. Rightfully so.]
...I don't know. I didn't think it through, and...I...I do that so I can remember those people so I'm not tempted toward doing that again, and yet...
[She wishes her hair were longer. God, that was just--]
I thought...if I went into that mindset I had again, I could just...I could do something good with it for once...and it'd balance out the bad, and you'd all be able to live...
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[Holy shit, Sayaka actually raises her hands in the air.]
I--I would not kill you. Killing Ashworth-san would...killing Tohsaka-san would...
[...Sayaka starts to vibrate hardcore, just plain averting her gaze and feeling like someone dumped slime on her. Rightfully so.]
...I don't know. I didn't think it through, and...I...I do that so I can remember those people so I'm not tempted toward doing that again, and yet...
[She wishes her hair were longer. God, that was just--]
I thought...if I went into that mindset I had again, I could just...I could do something good with it for once...and it'd balance out the bad, and you'd all be able to live...