Yeah...and it was hard to think about, in too much detail, because I didn't really understand it. It just seemed better not to deal with it, and try to be a shining light for everyone else. A shoulder to lean on, or just...someone to be there, so it'd keep all of the thoughts away. And I could just play my part, like I do at a show.

[Sayaka's tone is a lot softer, when she says that much. She even manages a smile that's...just a bit more genuine, rather than the ]

...I think I need to keep thinking about this. Probably for a lot longer, but...

[...]

I...should...probably give myself a little bit of credit.