[That's the reason along with some other things. Keeping it in during the trial was difficult, then again, it came out in different ways, but... well... it is what it is. But really? She knows she didn't want comfort and 'It will be okay' because she knew that wouldn't make her feel better.
She also didn't want people telling her not to cry. Basically, she knew what would have been productive to her.]
But you're the first person I've actually made an attempt to talk to about this, so there's that.
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[That's the reason along with some other things. Keeping it in during the trial was difficult, then again, it came out in different ways, but... well... it is what it is. But really? She knows she didn't want comfort and 'It will be okay' because she knew that wouldn't make her feel better.
She also didn't want people telling her not to cry. Basically, she knew what would have been productive to her.]
But you're the first person I've actually made an attempt to talk to about this, so there's that.