[Rin finally looks at Alex, her eyes large. They're still a little wet from crying, but about this she's calm and serious. The bitter tone from before is even absent once again.]

Of course it's slacking off. All I had to do to avoid this outcome was kill a single person, and I didn't.

I have to pay for that now. It should have been the easiest decision in the world, but I chose the wrong strategy. [She ducks her chin.] I can only accept the consequences.

[It doesn't sound like she's beating herself up for this. Rin has so much regret—so much—but she can't change anything now. Pragmatic as ever, she knows the score here.]