[Sniffing, she steps away from Elda, not willing to keep blubbering on her shirt. Rin wipes at her face.]
I let Kirei get under my skin. [She knows exactly how he is; the secret wall just spelled it out plainly, after ten years. Always always she's strived not to let him provoke her.] And this is the second time I've cried in front of you.
[...It's not just Kirei, really, she hates to let anyone see her like this. Maybe given time she'll be able to connect the dots and put words to the reason why she feels like a chasm has opened up in her stomach; like she's waiting for a shoe that's not there to drop.]
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[Sniffing, she steps away from Elda, not willing to keep blubbering on her shirt. Rin wipes at her face.]
I let Kirei get under my skin. [She knows exactly how he is; the secret wall just spelled it out plainly, after ten years. Always always she's strived not to let him provoke her.] And this is the second time I've cried in front of you.
[...It's not just Kirei, really, she hates to let anyone see her like this. Maybe given time she'll be able to connect the dots and put words to the reason why she feels like a chasm has opened up in her stomach; like she's waiting for a shoe that's not there to drop.]