[...Some part of her wants to say that...no, there she goes again. Her look seems to go frustrated for a moment--for all the good that she usually does with hiding her true face from others, it's...surprisingly transparent, right now.
Some part of her wonders if she really did wind up taking Kirei's final bow a little too close to heart, after a certain point, and that...manages to get her to avert her gaze a bit. But that question, it...that kind of straight up bewilders her, because...uh.
It gets the far more realistic (horrid) side of her brain to work, and she seems to twitch a bit while she thinks, before just...]
I...don't actually know. [She pauses.] I'm not trying to say this out of...not wanting to give you a concrete answer. I know things that could make you hate me, easily.
[...]
Realistically, though? I don't think that I would ever attempt any of those things. They disgust me enough to even think about for more than a second. So...while my thoughts say 'yes', I don't really think I think so.
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Some part of her wonders if she really did wind up taking Kirei's final bow a little too close to heart, after a certain point, and that...manages to get her to avert her gaze a bit. But that question, it...that kind of straight up bewilders her, because...uh.
It gets the far more realistic (horrid) side of her brain to work, and she seems to twitch a bit while she thinks, before just...]
I...don't actually know. [She pauses.] I'm not trying to say this out of...not wanting to give you a concrete answer. I know things that could make you hate me, easily.
[...]
Realistically, though? I don't think that I would ever attempt any of those things. They disgust me enough to even think about for more than a second. So...while my thoughts say 'yes', I don't really think I think so.