[He doesn't. He really doesn't. He just wants to lie down and not think at all. It's still fresh, and raw...it hurts more than it thought it would, even though he knew it could happen one day despite his struggles against it. And what's more, he doesn't want Yuri to see him like this.]
I...
[But another part of him speaks louder than the part that wants to simply close everyone off for the day. Yuri's giving him this offer, and he knows it's not for no reason. Maybe having someone to listen would be good. He has no idea how to get over this hurdle otherwise.
...]
Please.
[So that's a yes, in other words. Shortly after, he opens the door so Yuri can enter. It's kind of a mess in here, and Rideaux will ask for Yuri to ignore it like he thinks Yuri will care. Rideaux makes his way back to the unmade bed to sit on it as Yuri comes in. He looks...well. He looks pretty awful, but he's doing his best to smooth out his hair and straighten his school uniform that he kind of sloppily put on. There's no getting around the fact that his eyes are red and puffy though.]
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I...
[But another part of him speaks louder than the part that wants to simply close everyone off for the day. Yuri's giving him this offer, and he knows it's not for no reason. Maybe having someone to listen would be good. He has no idea how to get over this hurdle otherwise.
...]
Please.
[So that's a yes, in other words. Shortly after, he opens the door so Yuri can enter. It's kind of a mess in here, and Rideaux will ask for Yuri to ignore it like he thinks Yuri will care. Rideaux makes his way back to the unmade bed to sit on it as Yuri comes in. He looks...well. He looks pretty awful, but he's doing his best to smooth out his hair and straighten his school uniform that he kind of sloppily put on. There's no getting around the fact that his eyes are red and puffy though.]