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The Barkeep ([personal profile] forcegalactic) wrote in [community profile] trustfell2015-11-21 06:57 pm

It keeps happening

[After that horror show of an execution, Mordecai is still restless from the investigation and trial. He has too much pent-up energy, and plenty of others are sure to be upset, too. Ashley was loved by nearly all of them, the trial was mentally draining, and that execution was crueler than it should have been.

Two hours after everyone has returned to their rooms, they'll find a note slipped under their doors.
]

We can't go on with empty stomachs. There's food in the kitchen, and the dining room is always open if you need someone to talk to.

Please keep anything outside of eating and civilized conversation away from the dining hall. That room is meant to be a peaceful place for those of us that need it.

-Mordecai Benmont Jiminy


[Today, there's cream of tomato soup warming up on the stove with a set of bowls besides it. It's a more mindless dish to prepare than mashed potatoes, as much as Mordecai wants to vent his frustrations on the potatoes.

He decides to follow Cabanela's tradition and lights one more candle, and after some consideration, lights a sixth. Let those who cared about either girl pay their respects.
]
ninehundredlives: ([ a match with no spark ])

[personal profile] ninehundredlives 2015-12-01 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
Of course.

[This had better not make her cry again.]
charcoalfeather: (I don't understand)

[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-12-01 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
[...It may not make Susan cry.

Rakka breathed in, and out.
]

...I think I used to be a Human before I became a Haibane. But, I can't remember anything like that.
ninehundredlives: ([ a tighter spring ])

[personal profile] ninehundredlives 2015-12-01 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Okay so she's gonna assume Haibane is whatever Rakka is now. This seems to be upsetting her, so Susan moves to sit on the bed, gesturing to indicate Rakka can join her. She's glad she made it earlier now; there's nowhere else to sit in here.]

Why do you think so?
charcoalfeather: (The crows?)

[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-12-01 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[She would be correct in that assumption, at least. Everything else was seemingly up in the air, the way Rakka acted confused by it.

And she would have likely just stood there, had Susan not made the offer to sit. So, Rakka slowly joins her on the bed, sitting to her side. There's not much she can say; it's been a heck of a week for her.
]

... It all started with my first memory. I remember saying that I was nothing special, and how I wanted to go home. But I couldn't.
charcoalfeather: (I don't understand)

[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-12-03 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
...We're not allowed to. And, apparently if I did find them somehow... they wouldn't recognize me.

[Her gaze drops. She can't really look at Susan, and she doesn't especially feel like looking at herself. She remembers the words, amidst her confusion and the fever setting in. Reki had tried to console her, in her own way. But most of all she knew the truth.

And if she got out of here... would it even be any different? She had been wondering that for weeks. And, right now, she was trying really hard to not break down in someone else's room.
]
ninehundredlives: ([ misery ])

[personal profile] ninehundredlives 2015-12-03 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Well...

[Should she do something? She should. Susan places a hand on Rakka's arm.]

You can find a new home, then? Nobody keeps the same one forever. You're far from alone in that.
charcoalfeather: (Is that heaven)

[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-12-04 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
[To Susan's credit, Rakka's not going to flinch away or anything. It just... sucks, and sooner or later, she's going to realize how she's taken the attention away from Susan feeling bad.]

A... new home? [She nods a bit, still downcast but she's looking up more.] There is a new place that I'm living in, I guess. I saw it in my memories.
ninehundredlives: ([ a better mouse trap ])

[personal profile] ninehundredlives 2015-12-04 03:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[no rakka, please do that]

With other people?
charcoalfeather: (I don't understand)

[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-12-04 08:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, other Haibane. I think... they're in the same situation that I am.
ninehundredlives: ([ a match with no spark ])

[personal profile] ninehundredlives 2015-12-05 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
All of you?

[Well that's...super not a coincidence.]
charcoalfeather: (I don't understand)

[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-12-06 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
[A small, somber nod.]

...I-I'm sorry. I didn't think we'd be talking about me.
ninehundredlives: ([ my heart is heavy enough ])

[personal profile] ninehundredlives 2015-12-07 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
It's all right. [She vastly prefers this.] I don't mind.
charcoalfeather: (The crows?)

[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-12-07 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
...If you're sure. [She supposes... Talking about herself didn't seem right, as she was invited into Susan's room.]

I'm not sure how much more I can say...
ninehundredlives: ([ sunset ])

[personal profile] ninehundredlives 2015-12-07 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, you don't have to if you don't want. But you can talk to me if you need to, okay?
charcoalfeather: (I don't understand)

[personal profile] charcoalfeather 2015-12-08 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
Okay... [Maybe having someone to talk to about... things wasn't so bad. She needed someone like that, every once in a while.]

...Can we talk about something else, then?
ninehundredlives: ([ a better mouse trap ])

[personal profile] ninehundredlives 2015-12-08 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
...alright.

[Shit.]

Did you have something in mind?