[Rin tries to pull away again, one more time, but it's a feeble effort. She doesn't get very far, not because Elda is too strong, but because she herself suddenly feels too weak.
Weak, but tense in a way she wasn't before, like this scares her more.
Because of course it does. It's why she wanted Elda far, far away from her. She knew her emotions were too high, and that she'd be incited to burst one way or another if they kept going. But she wasn't expecting something gentle like this. Her emotions aren't bursting every which way, but running over instead.
To her, that's so much worse. Like water breaking apart a dam, slowly it pushes her undone. The tension bleeds out of her, but in little tremors; fighting all the way. Her shoulders shake with it, and her breath on the sobs she tries desperately to stifle.]
No, no, no... Please, no...
[Just that one word, muttered over again. Not this, please not this. The tears are already there, hot on her face, but she didn't want to cry. If she starts crying, she doesn't know how she can stop.]
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Weak, but tense in a way she wasn't before, like this scares her more.
Because of course it does. It's why she wanted Elda far, far away from her. She knew her emotions were too high, and that she'd be incited to burst one way or another if they kept going. But she wasn't expecting something gentle like this. Her emotions aren't bursting every which way, but running over instead.
To her, that's so much worse. Like water breaking apart a dam, slowly it pushes her undone. The tension bleeds out of her, but in little tremors; fighting all the way. Her shoulders shake with it, and her breath on the sobs she tries desperately to stifle.]
No, no, no... Please, no...
[Just that one word, muttered over again. Not this, please not this. The tears are already there, hot on her face, but she didn't want to cry. If she starts crying, she doesn't know how she can stop.]